Closure

To FINALLY wrap up the dramatics of the love of my life, marrying the love of his life... LOL

I found a quote...

Today was the day that he married his true love. And as I was leaving work, it hit me, it hit me hard. Broken hearts are REAL, broken hearts HURT. I drove home and thought, once again Les, you're not the one. You were passed up yet again, and although i was sad the pain was unbearable.

It was like someone was twisting my are till it broke, but the physical pain of your heart hurting, your heart literally breaking. I thought to myself, "How sad and pathetic, but its ok."

The pain sucks, the pain of a broken heart.. REALLY SUCKS. But the pain of a broken heart shows that you are real, that you aren't a robot,.

You're heart will be broken, but the best part, your heart will mend.

Everything is going to be ok. I know that I'm hurting right now, and that I 'm a little antisocial. Its ok, Everyting is going to be ok. But until i build myself up and try to face the music,

I lay here in my room thinking of Jason Mraz's song "Live High" and transform it from the song that I always loved to hear you sing to the saddest song that I've ever heard.

Everything is going to be ok, I just need time to acknowledge everything that I'm going through. I will say though, I REALLY wish I had a friend to talk to about this, but for now, My blog will be my way of venting. Not like anyone reads this stuff LOL

Live, Laugh,Love
Lee