Ever have that dream where your dream is so great that you want to wake up?
Ever have that dream and not want to wake up but in your mind you know.. THIS ISN"T REAL?
Ever wish that you could just have the dream you dream and have it be REALITY?
I had a dream of "The Guy of My Dreams" I got to see him, I got to talk to him and he talked to me. Yet in this dream I was sad cause I knew that he had a girlfriend (which is true in real life << BUMMER). So in my dream I did what I normally do, I kept our conversation short and walked off, cause of how much it was hurting me that I will ALWAYS be a FRIEND!!
I wish I could go back to fathers day 2012 when we were attached at the hip and we didn't want to leave each others side. I wish I could have told you right then and there that I LOVED YOU. I wish I could have put my fear tot he side and just let you know how I felt cause I knew how you felt.
Why didn't I just say something. We've drifted so far apart, with every day, every 24 hours, every 1440 minutes, every 86400 seconds with in the day we drifted apart. You went your way and I went mine. You went searching for someone to fill the space in your heart and the memory of you and how I felt when I was with you filled the space in mine.
You've found someone, and the worst part is.. YOU LOVE HER!! And now, all the words I wanted to say to you, all that I needed to say, will now stay within my heart. She's beautiful, she makes you happy and I have a feeling that you're going to make it official and propose. I may be jumping the gun but sometimes you just have to trust your gut about somethings.
I hope she loves and treats you the way you need to loved. The way that you DESERVE to be loved. Because Lord knows... I LOVE YOU but, you'll never know that.
Live, Laugh, Love
Lee
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