Care Free Therapy!!!

After a long, tire and ANNOYING day, I didn't want to do anything but

"EXIST".. I say exist because there was a quote I heard a while back that asked... "Are you EXPERIENCING or EXISTING?" Meaning are you living life and being active or are you.. JUST HERE?? No progression, No work, No NOTHING.. Just BAM.. I'm here but I really have no purpose right now.. Anyways.. That's how I was feeling yesterday.. Well Thank goodness for friends and their RANDOM plans.. My friends Tiana and Analee called and asked if I wanted to go and FEED THE DUCKS with them. I was ECSTATIC.. Just what I needed some CAREFREE THERAPY!!! So they picked me up from the chapel and we headed to LIBERTY PARK!!! WE sat next to the pond and started to throw bread into the pond. As we sat there.. I was thinking to myself... to be CARE FREE not have a worry in the world.. I NEEDED THIS MOMENT!!! I needed to be somewhere where no one was going to ask me to do something somewhere where I could just sit in silence and not have anyone ask me "Is everything ok??" I'm grateful for my friends and them taking me as I am. I m grateful for them understanding that when Im ready to talk.. I'm ready and I know that they'll be there to listen and give guidance when needed. But yesterday.. I just needed to "EXIST" After the sun set we headed over to the West Valley Rec Center to swing on the swing set. I don't remember the last time I got to swing on a swing set but to sit there and swing, listening to music, sipping on a mucho mango underneath the stars, you'd think it would be nice to be on a date but NO.. not yesterday.. Just to swing and talk was EXACTLY what I needed. I'm grateful for the moments when we sit back and just simply RELAX!!! Live, Laugh, Love Lee