"SOMETIMES" ... Isn't ALL THE TIME

Sometimes....

There are no words that can express how you REALLY feel. As you sit and contemplate what to say to describe how you feel, sometimes, you can't. The words that do come to mind sometimes doesn't give your TRUE Feelings justice.

Sometimes...

I wish that mind reading was possible, so that you could look into my heart and my soul and FINALLY say "I UNDERSTAND" and that I would TRUELY believe that you do.

Sometimes...

I wish that I could explain that even though I have a smile on my face or that I'm laughing out loud, sometimes I wish you could hear how loud I'm screaming on the inside saying "STOP" it really isn't funny.

Sometimes...

I put my wants and needs on the back burner because I'm affraid that if I do what I wanted ...even for the slightest moment.. I would be selfish. Sometimes I wish that my wants and needs were on the top of your list.

Sometimes...

I wish you could see what I see, Feel what I feel, know what I know, Hurt like I hurt and maybe... just maybe... SEE ME. You'd be able to see me and know that... I'm TRYING.. I REALLY AM TRYING!!!

Sometimes...

I wish my efforts were good enough. I pray that one day they will be. But until then, I'll smile laugh and do the things that are expected of me.

Live. Laugh. Love

Lee