What a WhirlWind... I HOPE it DOESN'T STOP

Wow where to begin...

Ooh I know.. where I left off.

So last blog was my frustrations and the possibility of them being dashed. Well I'm happy to report that "ALL IS WELL"

It took more effort on my part but things are going good so far. I step back and think to myself... "Gosh it wasn't so hard... was it?" We all have fears and in order to grow we MUST face those fears, we MUST know the sadness and the happiness, You CAN"T have one without the other.

We learn and become wiser by our choices that we make, some of them ...GREAT others... NOT SO GREAT. As I go forward with my heart pinned on my sleeve I am concious and aware of the risks.. it's a risk I'm willing to take, it's a risk I MUST take.

Now as for the whirlwind part.. It goes something along the lines of... starting on your way of getting something you want and then while that's going on ... another one starts...

I can definitly say that as I think about it I have not been able to stop smiling. Not that I've finally gotten what I've wanted, but that I can see that progress. I can see where my efforts have paid off, I can see the places where I took a risk, was actually worth it. However, with all this, I also have become more doubtful.. CAN THIS REALLY BE REAL??

My answer... DUH, I think that I have so much self doubt cause I don't want to get my hopes up. I don't want to build this up only to have it crash down on me. So for now I leave you all wondering until I can comfortably confirm.

I stay hopeful, but remain careful as I go forth with faith.

Life isn't about waiting for SOMETHING to happen, It's about making SOME THINGS happen." and with that ... FAITH WITHOUT WORKS IS DEAD!!

Chase after your dreams, and take a risk, a leap of faith and keep in mind that no matter what happens, I'm here for you, Heavenly Father is here for you and any team with Heavenly fatther and Jesus Christ .... is a WINNING TEAM

Live, Love , Learn then Laugh

Lee