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Sunday, January 31, 2010

What's changed???

So with my last blog...
A lot of emotions in that one!! and as of now... YUP they're still there. I must say before actually contemplating my previous actions, I was asking myself... WHERE DID THIS SUDDEN BURST OF COURAGE COME FROM??
I think that the courage has always been there, I think it's suddenly realizing that CONFIDENCE IS KEY. Confidence and Courage go hand in hand. If you were to ask me like 2 years ago, I would have never been the first to the dance floor, I would have never just up and talked to a cute person in church just to try to get to know them, Nope, two years ago I was the girl that would go and sit in the car and wait for my little brothers and sisters to finish mingling after a fireside.
NOW... Oh gosh I'm having the time of my life.. and I don't want to jinx it, but I know that when your confident (not cocky) then you are more happy because you are yourself!!!
One instance for example is last saturday we went to a dance and usually I would just sit there and watch or just two step it throughout the song but knowing that I was looking good in my outfit and my hair was looking good as well I wanted to make sure that I was making some heads turn, now I don't know if I did or not but I can honestly say.. I had a blast being me!!!
So what's changed....
My confidence level has increased... It hasn't shot up to the sky but has definitely has increased. When you realize your worth, when you realize the the Lord would never want anything bad for you, when you realize that the Lord can dream a bigger dream then you could ever dream, when you realize that the Lord asks you to do a little work so that he can work his miracles, when you realize that your not in this alone, when you realize that the Lord knows the desires of your heart.. WHEN YOU REALIZE YOU ARE A DAUGHTER OF A KING!!!
The confidence and the courage follow.
Never settling for less than the BEST
Les

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